we're just about hitting the pinnacle of school of supernatural worship and arts. since last week, i have asked God every day, is this going to be the week that changes everything? i have been crying every day of this week in increasing measure. i'm not able to pinpoint the specific reason why i'm crying so much - i can only say that most of the time it's because i'm just worshipping Father God. but there's a deeper something that i can't quite point out... some people might call it a travailing or a burden or just emo-ism. but i am very sure it is me + Holy Spirit - there's just no way i can be doing this on my own.
God's been loving on all of us in crazy measures. He's also doing some spring cleaning in our house, calling back His children to cuddle up close and do war from His lap. hehe. that's a cool thought.
last night was out of this world. i have not heard our house worship like this for a long long long time. at the last part of the service, i heard angels. seriously. this is my first time. i can't explain it any other way, and i'm not the only one. many many people heard the exact same thing. it's either our church suddenly learnt how to sing perfect 4-part harmony, or angels were singing in our midst. either way, it's a miracle, so YAY GOD!!!! i was already crying my eyes out, on the floor, face to the ground... when I heard that sound... at an instant I lifted my head and said (audibly) "who's doing that??" (i kid you not... i was really amazed). I looked around for a reasonable explanation but there was none. and after talking to more people today, i am convinced that there were angels amidst us as we were worshipping, singing Hallelu Yah.
i'm so grateful. this week is going to change everything. i'm praying that our house will always release the sound of worship in the way they are doing now. i commit to God the generations that will come after us who will carry this sound, for the glory of His name.
in awe. amazed. deeply grateful.
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